February made me shiver
by davebarclay1954
Why does it take something simple like the bright light of the sun, to cheer the day, dull the voices and make me feel good? I know I suffer from a multitude of mental disorders, bi-polar, S.A.D., and deep clinical depression with anxiety. That still doesn’t help me to understand why Vitamin D eases all the symptoms and makes me feel I can float on air.
Anyone not similarly affected won’t understand, most people compare me to curtains when I try explaining how I’m feeling. (Pull yourself together man). They don’t know how that one phrase can push someone like me over the edge, make me stop thinking of committing suicide and doing it instead.
A cuppa, a soda (fizzy pop to us Brits) and a friendly non judgemental ear go a long way towards helping. I find myself drawn towards the darker side of town sometimes. I don’t feel afraid anywhere because I died young and every day is a bonus. Death is a companion on my journey so why do people fear him? When my time is up then I will go back to the earth willingly. All I ask is a pyre with me on top and flames licking my corpse until I’m gone.
What happens afterwards will happen anyway, either I’ve lived a good life and progress or else I haven’t so will come back to try again. Everything is nothing anyway so it matters not. Sun disappears and the mood turns black so this is where this post ends.
Here take the ginger fizzy pop. I’m glad you can get a lift from the sun. I think we all do. 🙂
Thank you, John. Cheers 👌🍺🍸enjoy the freshly prepared gin Collins 😄
I just bought some Vitamin D I’ve been wanting to start. We live in a very cold climate with little sun in the wintertime, also. Definitely feel the effects!
I think everyone does to some extent. Let me know how the Vitamin D works won’t you?
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Such a great post! The most simplest things give us happy 😊😊
They do though don’t they?
They most certainly do! I find it amazing how such a simple thing can put a smile on our faces. 😊 it isn’t often something does
I mean make us happy 😄
Either one could be correct in this context. Your English is good, or do you use a translator? Anyway, the only other language I’m passable in is French but still only fluent in English and that’s a shame.
No translator I use. English is my mother tongue I do speak another language fluently and I am learning French 😊😊 (trying to learn). Learning languages is an amazing thing to try out.
Good for you, I admit to being lazy in not learning another language. Because of the close between my adopted country and France, French was taught at school. I would love to improve that and learn Spanish, Italian and Greek. What has stopped me in the past shouldn’t be an obstacle really, I know the international language of business is English but that shouldn’t be used for laziness.
It is never to late to improve on your language skills. It is really good to brush up, you never know when a language could come in handy 😊